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HEADCANONS,

 
  001    .     he likes the ocean and walks along the coast most mornings, just before the sun rises.
  002    .     he doesn’t own a car or a driver’s license. he walks everywhere or takes public transport. he prefers it that way for no particular reason. the city he lives in is pretty walkable, so it’s easy to get around on foot.  003    .     he lives above the bar he owns. it’s a small space, but he likes it. he prefers knowing where everything is.
 

  005    .     he’s got a soft spot for stray animals — cats especially. they seem to find him, and he never turns them away.  006    .     loves to cook. he collects recipes from everywhere he’s been and likes trying new things in the kitchen.  007    .     he uses his shirts until they’re nothing but threads and keeps shoes past their prime. he never wastes a thing, uses it all.  008    .     always in winter clothes — long knitted shirts, thick coats, cotton scarves. this is partly because he’s always cold, and partly to cover the burns from sun exposure. most of the burns are on his right arm, across his chest and neck, with some on his fingers.  009    .     his skin is cold to the touch, not in an overwhelming way but enough for people to notice. after eating, warmth returns for a few hours, sometimes a day if he’s lucky. it lingers while his meal is fresh in his system, then fades again.  010    .     he’s always hungry. the feeling never really disappears, just comes and goes. living in a small town, he spaces out his meals because people notice if too many disappear. he doesn’t just drink blood anymore; he consumes everything down to the bone. keeps a few supplies hidden in the fridge for emergencies.  011    .     he hunts drunks — the kind whose hands shake around cheap bottles, faces puffy and mean. they remind him of man-gil. it’s the sole reason he opens half-baked bars, rooms half-lit and cluttered with broken stools. he tells himself these men won’t be missed, using it to bury the guilt, though it never stays buried for long.  012    .     he hardly ever dates or goes out unless he’s grabbing cat food or supplies. still, he sleeps around when the urge hits, using it to quiet his mind. man or woman, he doesn’t care.  013    .     nature is his favorite place to be. some days, he just sits in the shade and watches the light change for hours. he always talks about starting a garden, but hasn’t gotten around to it.  014    .     he is hostile towards other supernaturals, especially his own kind or any creature that feeds on humans. if they wander into what he sees as his territory, he makes sure they know they aren’t welcome. he doesn’t like sharing the population — more hunters means more missing people, more trouble. moving towns is something he hates and only does when there’s no other choice. 

 
BIOGRAPHY,

 
𝜝ASICS
birth name       kim yeong-su   —   /kim yuhng soo/
current alias       tobias han bauer.
date of birth       11/21/1905.
date of death       10/9/1924.
age       119. 28 appearance-wise.
sex       cisgender male.
birthplace       boryeong, south korea.
current residence       astoria, oregon.
occupation       bartender/bar-owner.
orientation       bisexual.
 
𝜬HYSICAL
ethnicity       korean-german.
nationality       american.
species       vampire.
height      5`10" ft.
weight       168lbs.
hair       naturally brown, dyed black.
eyes       sea blue, almond-shaped.
build       slim, but muscular.
scent       iron, sharp and detectable.
 
𝑴ENTAL
positive traits       attentive, organized.
negative traits       deceitful, possessive, stubborn.
hobbies       reading, cooking.
alignment       true neutral.
languages       korean, japanese, english.
likes       cats, rain, horror movies, books, space, sunsets/rises, classical music, seashells, flowers.
dislikes       dogs, thunder, lightning, loud and abrupt sounds, hallmark movies, fluorescent lights.
religion       ex-buddhist.
fears       fire.
disorders       undiagnosed PTSD.
 
𝑹ELATIONS
biological father       johann fischer.
biological mother       kim bok-soon.
step-father       park man-gil.
ex-wife       seo hye-jin.

" So all that I plead
is you remember me
as who I was before this. "

          KIM YEONG—SU was born in 1905 on the outskirts of boryeong, south korea. a town where the wind never stopped blowing and salt from the sea clung to everything. he stood out from the start. blue eyes, lighter hair—no one in the village looked like him. his father was a german trader who passed through town and never came back. people whispered, but no one ever said his name. for his mother, being pregnant out of wedlock was already a disgrace. carrying a foreigner’s child made it so much worse. her family rushed her into marriage with park man-gil, a widowed wheat farmer with a failing plot and nothing left to lose. he was desperate enough to pass off another man’s child as his own, just for two more hands to work the fields. everyone knew yeong-su wasn’t his.the kids of the village made sure he never forgot it. his mother tried to make their small thatched-roof house feel safe, even when it wasn’t. scraping up coins to buy a treat at the market, or stitch up his weathered clothes whenever they tore. she was gentle, but tired. always tired.his stepfather, man-gil, was a completely different story. drank too much, worked too little. when he was angry (which was unfortunately often), he took it out on the boy and his mother. bruises faded, but his words stuck. as yeong-su grew older, he learned to fight back. he didn’t like it, nor did his mother, but sometimes fists were the only language that made sense. the farm was always hungry. man-gil borrowed money from anyone who would lend it, and when the harvests failed, the threats started.yeong-su found quiet in the woods just at the edge of his family’s fields. the trees didn’t care who he was or where he came from. they didn’t stare and whisper and ogle. that’s where he met seo hye-jin. she was different too. not from boryeong. a traveler, apparently, though she never answered his questions on where from. he noticed her accent was strange, how her clothes were a little too nice for someone just passing through. sometimes, she even felt cold to the touch, but with how lonely and isolated he was, her company was a godsend, so he let it slide. it started as friendship. every day at dusk, just after finishing all his chores, he’d wait for her at the edge of the trees, heart pounding just to see her. she’d smile, take his hand, and the rest of the world would fall away. he loved her, quietly at first, then all at once. she loved him back, in her own gentle, secret way.

" I’m slowly but surely
fading away to nothing. "

everything changed the night the fire started. smoke, shouting, an orange glow eating up the only home he’d ever known. it wasn’t an accident. that much was clear. it was a warning for man-gil’s debts. he doesn’t remember running inside. just the cruel, blazing heat reaching out to burn his skin, too desperate to find his mother. he found her scarf in the kitchen, worn and frayed at the edges, but before he could reach their room, the roof came down in a sudden shower of sparks and wood. darkness swallowed him.he remembers death, even with how short-lived it was. that cold, intangible darkness. its wave of calm shut out the fire’s caresses, woods harsh scrape. he didn’t get to enjoy it for long. suddenly, he was alive again. when he woke up, it was to the taste of something bitter and metallic being forced down his throat, and pain. pain unlike any other, worse than the flames he was left in. all encompassing and hot. it only lasted for a few minutes, but it felt like an eternity. when he finally managed the strength to open his eyes, the world around him was ash and ruin. hye-jin was there, hunched over his broken figure, his head in her lap, her bloodied wrist pressed to his open mouth. he hadn’t known what she’d done until later, and she didn’t tell him. not until the hunger started.the villagers never found his mother’s body in the ashes of their house, nor his. they buried empty wooden boxes, called it a funeral, and moved on with their lives. yeong-su watched from a distance, hidden in the trees. only hye-jin by his side. he couldn’t tell how much time passed. how long he made them stand there for. just knew he was the only one who shed any tears for her.after the funeral, they left the little port village behind, picking up new names, traveling to new places. they were always on the move, always in hiding. hye-jin taught him how to blend in, how to survive as one of their kind. for a while, it seemed to work. they were happy. he was happy. then, as usual, everything changed again. tragedy struck when some men in post-war hong kong, obsessed with the occult, found out what she was after stumbling upon her feeding. they killed her before he could get there. nothing left to show she ever existed but a pile of dark, trampled ash.after her death, yeong-su drifted. shifting through places and identities like old shirts. for thirty years, his life had revolved around hye-jin, and it felt meaningless now that she was gone. he turned cruel in his grief, something that still haunts him to this day. hurting people, just to feel something. in the eighties, he decided to move to the states, settling in small towns. a new start, a fresh slate. he called himself tobias han bauer, running shabby bars that were just thinly veiled traps for society’s worst. every few decades or so, he moved again. never staying anywhere long enough for anyone to catch on that he didn’t age. to catch on he was different.
 
 

ABILITIES,

  001   :   immortality         this concept is self-explanatory. he does not age and cannot die from environmental elements or mortal wounds.  002   :   regeneration         his wounds heal themselves. cuts fade, skin stitches itself back together, and limbs regenerate. however, this process requires a significant amount of energy, especially for more serious injuries like lost limbs. as a result, he becomes incredibly exhausted and hungry afterwards. regeneration time varies on wound severity.  003   :   shape-shifting         he has the ability to transform into a bat or a swarm of bats, which grants him the power of flight and a birds’ eye view. he can also transform into other animals and even humans, although he must know the person/animal he wishes to turn into very well. he can only hold a form that isn’t his own for 90 seconds.  004   :   weather modification         with this power, he can sense, channel, shape, create, and manipulate the weather at will. it is the most difficult of his abilities for him to control, and he has only a loose grip on it. he primarily uses it to enhance his punches by putting wind behind them, making them heavier, or by creating shadows with clouds to move around discreetly during the day.  005   :   illusion         he is able to mask his more monstrous attributes—those being his claws, fangs, deathly pale skin, and pupils—from the mortal gaze. however, this human facade starts to fade when he is exhausted, low on blood, or simply angry enough to lose control over it.
 
 

 
WEAKNESSES,

  001   :   sunlight         the one thing that can kill him for good is exposure to the sun. yeongsu cannot regenerate any part of his body that has been burned away by its rays. the scars on his chest are from scuffles with other supernatural beings that lasted too long, leaving him vulnerable to the dawn. it’s an agonizing way to go, and it’d take about five full minutes of direct exposure to do him in.  002   :   lack of blood         yeong-su can only be without blood for a maximum of two weeks before he starts to weaken and lose control of himself. his human facade will gradually slip, and even his more monstrous attributes will fade. he will revert to his original form, a rotting, burned corpse.  003   :   garlic         while pure garlic can't kill him, its smell triggers intense migraines that can last for hours at even the faintest whiff.  004   :   silver         contact with silver burns his skin on touch, leaving angry welts and blisters that sting for hours. though the injuries heal eventually, the pain is sharp and immediate, and repeated exposure can leave him weakened and distracted.
 
 

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